What talking you?!

16. Closed my heart to rest.

2010-01-14T06:10:00.000-08:00

HYBERNATING.

to i dk when. :X

15. I'm not prepared, perhaps.

2010-01-14T04:34:00.001-08:00

What to do when i dk what to do?

Shall i accept or not?!
Today was okaym, lessons was in period and period, so mnay subj lah.
Pe too. Lol, in class was damn sleepy, me, sabri and deron keep falling asleep, i swear not because lessons are boring, but i am damn tired. :X Then keep kena wake up by isabeltan. :X Oh yah, i used her pen untill no ink, bought a 1.70 pen for her. Lol, and teach today because of deron started a stretch LOL. Thats all.

14. Stress is to help us.

2010-01-13T06:01:00.000-08:00

Committed into god's hands again, i've 10 minutes to post. ! hr to complete my compre, 10 mins to pack my bag and go slp. :)

Today was a great day, ZY was not in sch again, by the way he switch place to beside a indian girl not with an indian name. Lol. Deron is now my chatting partner. Almost every minute we talk, and after recess we emo lol. Thats all, just to keep my blog alive. :)

13. 31.

2010-01-10T07:54:00.000-08:00

Okay, shall do a short brief on saturday till today.
Hahs, on saturday we went for CCa open hse.
Everything was not well, noty really that equipped. But overall, i love the ending well. :)
Then after that we had voting for the next csm and asm. Hope i dont get. Cause thats my decision of not getting. :) I wna forcus on my studies, unless after april then handover then i'm okay. I just wna chiong for the next few months for my maths. :) Okay, then we had lunch at Mac, chatted on stuff then we decided to go home. Then had meeting. After I trained down to church with cj, i was in my company kit. Shucks, but i love the style of mine. Thjen we had service late. :) The service was awesome, damn good, i pray that more of services like this comes more in the future! :)

Then we had dinner at nearby coffershop. After we went slack at church,while waiting for S.Crew to finish up their evaluation, homed. Today service as normal, we gna have a meeting at pam's hse. Sucks, for 2010 a big breakthru yea? :) Then we packup, and i rushed home to do my sch stuff. I gna catch up on my studies when i missed sch for 2 days, 2 days is alot to me, dk how mnay maths period i missed, oh goss, predict tmr need to stay back and learn from teacher before going home, i miss maths. LOL. Thats all. :)

12. Last minute love.

2010-01-09T08:20:00.000-08:00

I feel tired. But i'm strong.
God, help me.

11. Let me be alone.

2010-01-07T22:00:00.001-08:00

Gone to sch. Post when i'm back.

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Dinner with CJ, later post.

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Back. I'm now in the progress of recovery. At first, dont feel like posting. But argh, since i'm waiting for the latest XG videos, might as well post. Yah. nothing much, today went back to sch to get my homerwork in the bag, and went for attendance for cca. Thats all, then went home tyo used comp, dinenr with the two girls. home, tired. :)

10. Within me i found love.

2010-01-05T06:56:00.000-08:00

Tmr post. ^^

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Hey. I'm sick. A thousand apologies to Kelly and Zhenyee and Milo for ps you all and not going to sch. I caught a very high fever of 38 degree celsius. Then i skipped sch lor. Got gatric pain too, but i dk that untill i went to see doctor at night. Er, so i rested in bed for hrs of not sleeping at all. Keep flipped here and there. Damn sucking the feeling, and i vomitted for times. Then my whole body turns hot. Damn hot, and i struggled to wake up for many times. Sian.

Then evening, i cabbed down to the clinic cause i've no energy, then the doctor told me that i've severe gatric pain and normally i will feel as stomach pain instd, but the doctor told me this is quite serious for me, plus i caught such a high fever and cough. Vomit also, realyl suck today. and i even ps isabella they all also. No smile for me today and tmr. Tmr i've to stay at home too, cause i have high fever too, and doctor say may worsen. Sigh. My studies gna flunk because of 2 days not in sch.

God, please take care of me, remove my sickness. Thanks and i hope to recover soon, and my cough is killing me, need more swish herb candy, i hope i will recover soon and can make it to service on saturday. Pray hard that i am going well in studies and not getting affected just because i'm not in sch for 2 days, plus i really hope mr morning i am in good shape, so that i no need mc and can go to sch. :)

9. I don't ask for more.

2010-01-04T07:00:00.001-08:00

This was one of my initial design this year. Cool huh? :)

Okay, shall start from yesterday as i've delayed. Sunday, i went to church with aunt in the morning arnd 7.30am. cj tagged along and i ask her to help me along with the stuff i'll be doing too. When we reached, firstly we had bfast and then we went off to put our stuff and started to arrange the disc and others. Its quite easy but tough for cj. Lol, but thats how we do. the service was good, teens was called on stage for prayers in 2010 new year start. Pastor going to korea too. Will keep you in prayer. :) After that we had packup and lunch with part of the teens. Then they decided to catch movie, sherlock holmes. Lol,whcih i watched before, so i did not go for the movie and headed home with junior, Cy and cj instead as i have stuff to be packed too. I went home after fetching cj home too, then i realised the shop for my pants was close, shocked man. then is spammed calls to the person. She picked up and called me over then. Was elated and rushed over, but then i realised i took wrong pants the next day. I bought black dye and asked phoebe to help me dye. Then.... i got my hand in the dye and i got my hand the name blacky. part of the hand went black in colour. I tried bleach and everything, to no use!

Goss, so nvrmd,went home and i decided to pack my stuff and i wash my new uniform and slp. The next day i woke up by phoebe's morning call. :) then i wake up and iron the uniform and bath then go sch, nvr realised i go sch then realised i mistook wrong pants from the alter pants shop siaks. siao liao, but forget it lah, then i went to sch with my wrong pants, blacky hand. :) But who cares, i'm still here. Best is not much ppl notice. I had lessons as normal. Mr gan then told us come for sch at later time next wed ^^ He even told us that some classes will get shorted number of period and get to go home early. Saded that 3e4,3e2,3e1 are not in the list. Cause we're one of the few classes with core subj. LOL,but i will be better with study loh. Today had A maths and stuff, stunning with stuff that i starting to dk, i want mdm yapp lor. At least i know how she teaches and i'm uswed to it. :) Alrights, then we were dismissed for assembly, 1 hr de. Got changes made mah, and we had 3 different talks by teachers. boring. If you wna know how boring the talk is, the louder the claps at the end of each talk, the boring it can get. LOL. we realise its true. Then we were offically dismissed, waited for glenn and process to eat and buy shien's bday cake and present. bused down and celebrate and "not"surprise bday party. Slacjked there till 6, order mac too. LOL. then homed and i did not went to retrieve my pants.

Damn sad,k then i ask ppl, colin did help me by giving me one, he's looking for the other. :) Tmr got lessons again, hope's its not boring! :)

Happy Bday Shien Again!

8. Start with the love, end with the love.

2010-01-02T09:29:00.000-08:00

Yes, i rely on hope. Cause god gave me hope. I hope god give me more. :)

Its the 2nd day of a new year. I'm going smoothly. Will write my new year resolution next time, but surely post it up to remind myself. :)

7. I hope for a better life in 2010.

2010-01-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

into 2010. I've alot of things to say to all of ppl. I'm still thinking if i should say it in blog. Some ppl i will say in private to the person. You know, blogging became part of my life since last yr. I will feel tired at times. But only blogging let me writes what i thinks abt my own life in a way that i dont find any wrongs. 2009 is sure a very nice year with alot of challenges to face. But with god, i know its possible. I'd backslided in church during midyear till sept. due to exams, i know i still have to attend church. But i did it my way. the results is not disappointing at the end of year. But i know with god i can achieve a better results.

I'm sorry god, for every wrong i've done and i've yet to admit to the wrongs. 2009, i will forget everything and as i step into a new year. I will nvr breakdown again, and i vow not to have any relationships in betwee, wholeheartedly with my god, and as i continue in my own ministry in church, i pray that there will be no backsliding, and as i step into singing ministry, i hope amos will teach me the basic stuff i've to learn before i can step onto the stage and sing for my only god. 2009 was a memorable year, i had relationship going on when the church dk. But i know its wrong, nvr will i going to do it. As i know, i dont last long as i'm, still small, and i dont wna get into relationship now,s i'm tired of it. sick of it.

Firstly, there's afew groups of friends i wna thank.
Vince, i nearly got into a relationship with you. But i know you want true love from me, and i know i will fade for you easily as i know, we're from different type of world, and i even prayed to god for my relationship. I decided to let go, focus on my studies. You too, work hard and achieve the goals you made in life. :)

Phoebe. Thanks for all the stuff you done gfor me, be it good or bad, i'm still a friend to you. Best friend know what i'm going thru easily, and you know me well. Thanks. as 2010 comes, i pray that you will be more comitted to church and let god change your life and have a impactful life in sch to impact on your classmates and as well as your family. many times it seems impossible, but if we really hand it over to god, he create miracles. He does. let's pray and hope your family will be better.

Caijuan. Its 2009. we learn so much in this year, from friend that quarrel so much into best friend now. But i know we're not true to each other, not true friend. We can be best friend, but not true friend. We dk each other well, so lets headf towards a better life in 2010 ok? :)

Jeremy. Hey, my good friend. Your just a bro to me which i can always rely on whenever i come into troubles or difficulties in sch or life. you always help me with brother love. Thanks, i hope tmr we will achieve a high standard, a greater height with our bb vision going ok? :)

Jason. We know eahc other for two years. but we're still not close, nor each other knows why. but we're always there for each toehr. thanks for the shoebag you lend to me in the early mornning. i'm really shocked when you agree immediately to lend me your shoebag, plus meeting early in the morning. Thanks, i hope our friendship will be better and no conflictas. :)

this are all my open.
Church ones are written in cards.

6. Step it up to the stage.

2009-12-30T06:32:00.001-08:00

Okay, faster finish this post. I've to start packing my table and then wna watch a movie then slp. :) Days are gone so fast nowadays. The interhcnage at jp sucks, need to walk so far. Okay, i'm random. Today done nth much. at noon asked yixin out to bowl. I got a nice score. All 75 and above. The 3rd game which is the last i got 100 and above. :) then we had kfc again and we bused back to jp to walk a few rounds. Then home and used comp till night. I had a perfect surprise by HT4. Big love! they surprise me at my doorstep with a 3 cakes and a card! :) CJ and PHOEBE came first to occupy my mind with stufff! but i was not shaken by their crap and i keep ask them what're they up to? LOL, cause i know something fishy. Lol, but it went well, Candy came back,purposely not to lock the door! then they came banging in at a moment to shock me!

Then i was shocked and i run to a corner! then they like force me to a corner and sing the birthday song which was suppoed to sing two days ago. but nvrmind,its the thought that count. So i cut the first pandan cake. So dry, my ulcer hurts. Then follow by the card eugene gave me. Then we had the second cake, my love! By icing room! Thanks CJ & junior ^^ ! I had alot of nice cake uh, then follow by a single slice of mango cake just for me. ^^ Then i locked my comp,and they tried hacking in, none passed. :) And we sat down then,play 21 number game and the punishmeent is to drink a cup of water. We get to set new rules. Ended arnd 9 plus, and send them to pioneer mrt station .:) Thats all^^ Thanks HT4! In my heart, you all are the best. Specially dedicated to my AWESOME leader, BENDAYE. Thanks ah for everything this yr you've done. :)

Alright,gtg and do my sutff. :)

5. Do it and forget.

2009-12-29T07:55:00.000-08:00

I tried my ways. You don't love me at all.
I've nothing much to say to you. Goodbye.

Hey my beloved readers. I'mma starting my post today. Lol, I woke up at 1.15pm. Thats so late. But i nvr slp late, arnd 1 am i sleep liao. Lol, then i used comp all the way from 2 pm to 4pm. then i have some stuff to do. arnd 6 pm, i went to zhenyee's hse to settle my some stuff. Then dinner at cj's hse. thanks ^^ then we used the comp for a while, and bused down to boon lay to buy stuff and shop. ^^ Then we passedby a game shop. A booth maybe, one ball to hit the 5 stakcing cans get a bear. Cj wants mah, so i play loh. But its fail man. Lol, so sadd. Then bought some food and bused to cj's hse to eat and slack. Cwen came back. Lol, she complain say dont play with the toy. LOL. Thats all.

Expecting something from cj tmr? :)

4. Birthday.

2009-12-28T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hello :) I had a nice bday yesterday. Thanks god. :) I had messages coming in at midnight as well as morning. Oh great, i decided to meet my sch best friends, Shien,Glenn,Isabellla. They asked me over to shien's hse. :) Then i dragged my time. Hah, i reached there, and we play like mad. So i asked CJ out at gp for lunch. Then i chose my cake thr too. :) So great tht,after an hr,they put in more cake for selections. Hw nice. :) We walked over to shien's hse to slack. Chatted and we had world war 3! :)

We had pillow fight, and isabella cheated using vacuum stick. Damn her for doing that.Its hurt you know? I bet you don't . but its my bday, forget it. I ben she don't rmb, a hitandforget thing. Then we acc shien to gp to meet her mum, bought stuff and went to CJ hse to slack. Then went to bowl, with glenn,Phoebe,Cj's mum & junior. ^^ We bused down to jp. The interchanghe was awesomely big, but more complex now. Seperated ways with cj, as she got to bring junior to the bowl centre. Then we bused down to get ourselves prepared. I bowled a very nice score, it's a mixture of pplm playing for me. As accroding to me, i had 8 spares and 4 strikes in 2 games. Well, as i said my 1st game is always lousy. LOL. :) & cj's mum paid for us, means she treat us. Thanks yea? ^^ And we had kfc, sponsored by Cj's mum too. :) Great thanks to her.

And we then send Junior to mrt station and we went shop for cj's clothes. Then went home.
Today gna be a bad day. i wna go bowl at night again. :)

3. The greatest invention is love.

2009-12-27T09:27:00.000-08:00

I'm officially FIFTEEN yawz!Those who don't understand, take your time. My DOB is 28121994. 8) Hahas, i'm now posting just for yesterday which is 27dec. :)

As usual i slept late, around 1am. i was in bed at 1230, but i can't slp.Alot of thoughts flwe thru my mind. But i'm okay after a minutes and i was asleep.I woke up at 8am, but i dragged my alarm to 8.30 :) I bathed and meet her. LOL and i reached at 1000. Saw dorc and walked together to church. Act. we alrd saw each other at Pioneer mrt. :) then started the P&W. Today's still okay. Today's sort of an encore of thursday when we go out ton. After that i went for lunch with them, and we went slack with the M'sia teens. Elecher & co. Since long we went out, though we know each other for 3 yrs and more. :) But i'd really enjoyed it, in the time near to 5 ,we sent them off to pick their car. then we went for pooling till 6 plus, and we trained down to concert at EXPO. then we also plan to meet Elecher they all. Help them to adver. for Hagen. :) He's not handsome,but charming. Yah,then trained home and waloked home, i reach home at 11.56 :)
Thats all, will update more tmr ok? After my b'day. :)

2. Fly high with your dreams.

2009-12-26T07:56:00.000-08:00

Hello. :) I slept at 6am, woke up at 11. Then decided to used comp till 2 plus and bath. Rushed down to cityhall to meet them, end up i'm not the latest. i'm the one of the earliest. Due to need queue up for bowling, then decided to dinner first. Then after dinner had bowling session. My results badly done. I had lessons last time, but stopped at May due to exams.

I had two games basically, 1st game was badly done, its normal, i'm always like that. i got 53. cause i keep gutter for the first few rounds. then i pick up at the end. then i decided to play second game. awesome, but i still lose to my own target. My target is to exceed 100. But i reach 99. Sian. then had supper? play some games and trained home. Talk to Vince on alot of stuff, walked home alone. and some stuff to junior too. I've decided to remain single for the whole year, No stead. I must stay single and i'm unavailable now. :) Tmr got church, then after that maybe lunch with HT, or home. I'm tired this few days.

1. Simply Awful.

2009-12-25T13:23:00.000-08:00

YAWZ. didn't post like for days liao. Hahas, miss me not?! Okay,forget it. This new blog is nice and published le. Yesterday i had christmas party for bb de. everything just sucks, not going on well. Forget it. after that rushed to outram to meet edmund etc and went church. after church we went ton with teens. arnd 20 ppl went. so fun from 1 am to 3 am, we were playing at the streets with starnger,spraying snow can. then arnd 3 am we settled at a big hut. then after tht decided to move to the nearer place to toilet and 711. then we buy stuff and we played grp games. near to 5 am, we decided to form a big grp and play mass games. quite fun though.

then we trained back to pioneer. andrew nvr bring keys,so follow us to pioneer for breakfast and a nap. arnd 10.30 i reached home safely. and decided to used comp sicne not tired anymore after th nap. :) then something happend and stuff. slept arnd 3 and woke up at 7. decided to meet cj for dinner @ jp. then find the woman. i call cj's mum the woman. LOL. after while, we decided to catch a midnight movie, the sherlocks holmes. quite nice, but boring leh,the middle content. so ratings are 4/5 . i still prefer 2012 in this few months of watching. the effects is awesome. hahs. oh yah, then we caught a free ride. view the video and you know how we go jp from pioneer mrt thr. :)

tmr meeting ht4 for party outing. playing bowling. cj meeting junior earlier. guess i'm meeting phoebe! :)